Thursday, May 21, 2009

Shaking Like The End Of The World

I got lost in her smile. Stood up and fell down. It's all black and white... and blue. Sought the heated flame with sunken eyes. Why can't I feel anything without you?

Headaches the size of my heart, but without the same intent. A movie without an ending. That's us... and I'm tired of writing you in and out of character. Love got erased, and now I find myself sitting in the back row watching previews.... screaming at the screen "something move me."

This place we're in is not home and I miss who we were. Everything has changed. Same rowdy friends. Same obnoxious regrets. Maybe next year I'll turn over that new leaf they're all raving about. Until then it's just me putting off chores and chasing Kerouac. Promise to disguise your innocence and run away with me one last time.